Alive Again

Hello all,

I have had a couple of really busy weeks recently but it is because of the hectic nature of things that made a realization I had this weekend so much sweeter. I realized that I finally feel alive, that my soul is open again. And here is the strange part I didn't know how closed it was until it opened so widely. I feel as though I am finally the person I have always known I was, but just couldn't fully express, and here I can. The best part is that I have people around me who are coming to the same realization and we find so much joy in that together and it brings us all closer together. I was talking to my friend Laura today on the phone and she said something to my that was amazing. She told me that I have matured and grown so much in just a few months and that she was so proud of me. I always thought that I was a mature person, but this is a different kind of maturity, one that is about being ok with accepting that things are going to work out and unfold the way that they are supposed to. And with this realization came freedom for me. I have never been happier or more full of love than I am at this time. I never want to lose this feeling. And for all those who don't know this feeling, keep looking because when you find you will be set free.

I love you and miss you all.

p.s I know that was kinda preachy but for me it has change my life.